I don't believe in Love

Yup.
Some times I do come close, not going to lie. Massive Lust.
I come to a place in which I fall for a person. Only one though at a time. I am a fool, I feel like a fool, I am young.
When I'm with a person I have no urge to be with another whatsoever. Yeah flirting but that's harmless, nothing physical or anything. Attraction, but there is always something that won't lead me to fall for that person when I'm currently with another. I guess that's a good thing? Cause I won't cheat. I know it. I'm caught up with that person I adore. Eh. Pathetic.
It's hard cause sometimes your other person doesn't feel the same exact way. Why not experiment? We are young right? Yeah. we are young. I could do what you re doing, but I can't bring myself to do it. Weak? Maybe. Or it's just loyalty. My friends are there and my inner circle cause I trust them. Nothing more.
But I believe it's just a phase. Love that is.
I do believe that some people do fall in love but I know it won't happen to me. I guaranteed it. It's hard to explain, Love leads to getting hurt. It does for me. I have experienced some cases... That pain could be used for working harder towards studies, and energy to do other activities. That recovering process, let me tell you is not fun. Been there done that.
My future of no marriage, and kids come to reality. After each increment I learn, situation that passes by. I'm not afraid of being alone actually. Cause I won't be alone precisely, I will have family and friends. I've came to realize to adore it. "Love it" cause I'm comfortable with it. Safe with it.
I guess I just came to a conclusion just now ha, that when I do love a person which will be rare. Its when I feel completely comfortable with that person. COMPLETELY. Let me tell you dear that is going to be a bring prize to win. In my world at least.

My grandparents make it work, and you do see it in their eyes that they do care for each other, they won't feel like that for another person because they have are safe with one another. They know each other well enough to know that they won't hurt each other intentionally.

I love a couple of my friends only a few, I pass the word around when it's forced to be said, but I do love a few cause they will always be there for me. I know that for a fact. NO corny crap. Guys on the other hand, is the more difficult part.

My mother knows how to read people and she is at least 65% right. I think I've learned to have a good judgement of character on people and usually I am 85% right. Oh I should really trust my gut with this one.

*Heres a fact about me, if you don't tell me. I will find out. It's weird, girls tend to find out. It always leads back to me, little pieces, eventually I will put it together, and when I do. Lets hope I don't beat you to the punch. It's just better to just say what is on your mind. Don't waste my time or yours. Easy as that.

I don't believe in love because at least it doesn't exist in my world. I have no time for it. I move on, be stronger, and learn more.
Want to enlighten me?