HOLY FRENCH ON TOAST

Seriously one of the reasons why I dislike being a girl must be the hormonal activity. LEGIT.
It really is spastic. I detest it. I become so vulnerable and I don't have time for it. I feel like I'm creating drama, and I do enjoy the entertainment it brings at times but it gets annoying.
I feel out of my ease, and the next three weeks are going to be critical. Since first year of college is ending!
YET my hormones are flying everywhere. What the freak. Really.
Every little thing is like a nuisance to me, and I actually just now question [while studying at the library] if I wanted to major in science. Yeah what do I blame it on? Hormones. It's just a feeling inside of me like aspects of things bothering me, when they don't usually.
I just think about my future, and I really shouldn't cause I have a good path for me as of now. I need to stop thinking and over analyzing. I think it's the stress adding on to my emotional feel.
Fuck being a girl LOL.

Oh Deanna and I have similar futures, if we get preggers our husbands will leave us due to our hormonal bitchy activity. It's going to be bad hahaha.
I <3 that girl.

Plus, the pressure of trying to reach my ideal GPA. aklerjaljekjdlk I came to a conclusion I miss home, and I'm to hard on myself.
I'm going to die early in life, true story.

I need a bubble bath with music and candles. Yeah. Like now.