Rash

So it's been about 5 years or so since this has happened haha.
It was about midnight when I started developing a rash. Spread throughout my whole body. Couldn't sleep till like 2 had classes the next day. Thank goodness I didn't have class till 12:15.

First it started with a couple of dots on my arm, and then after 239048032seconds later. BAM. My neck, and body hahaa
I resisted the massive itchy ness. :) Proud.

The school store had imitation medication on the shelf. I was like "you've got to be kidding me."
I still don't know what triggered the rash, hives w/e.
It just made me feel more irritated.
Jungle Juice? Mixture of stuff that I ate? That weird Omelet?
Who knows.

I know I don't have any food allergy, maybe it happens every 5 years? hahaa
Yeah it sucked.

Thankfully Katie was nice enough to drive Dani and I to the store to buy our allergy medication.
I took it right when I brought it.
It was wonderful.
BENEDRYL is my friend for the next three days or so. Once I start healing.

It's coming back, and then fades.
This morning was bad, hit the face... Darn haha.

Well besides that inconvenience. I want to sum up what happened during the weekend.ISH.

People don't change once they enter college, but after a couple of months they probably do. Some have fun, some just relax, some just don't do anything. Apparently.

Okay yeah College is a great place to find oneself. I feel like I haven't changed. Yeah I'm more blunt, and out spoken cause I guess that's how I am.

I'm probably more "meaner" Than I was. But who knows. I feel more self-centered. BAD. Muy Mal.

Reconnected with someone the other day, and it turns out that person didn't want to talk to me. Kinda felt unwanted. I was excited to see that person cause I haven't seen or heard from that person in ages, since we started college.

Well I got the hint that the person didn't change much. Still kinda not open-minded. Not exploring horizons, taking risks. Well thats what I got from our conversations.
Still judgemental as always... [sigh] What to do?

I feel like that person is jealous, and how can you be friends with someone that is jealous all the time?
You really can't be GREAT friends. It's annoying.

EVERYONE has their differences, and flaws. Everyone is different in an IDEAL way. Why can't that person be happy for another?
I guess it's immaturity, and the right that you can't get over them self.
Gosh, everyone is amazing in their OWN way.

Well of course college change people for the bad or good.
I probably lost some connections with people since most of us went our separate ways.
However, the ones that stay with you will carry on for a period of time.

Jealously is unbecoming. You can only feel jealously when you feel insecure of yourself.

"No one can make you feel inferior, except yourself."

-Eleanor Roosevelt said something like that.
She is amazing.